THE BLACK HOLE-2 When I don’t know where you are, I find you in the Black Hole. You are alone. Alone in your feelings,in your thoughts, in your body, in your life. You’ve been talking to yourself for a long time. You cry to yourself. You brew coffee to yourself, drink wine with yourself. You read with yourself. At the end of busy days, you are with yourself again. You sit alone. There will be tomorrow great programs, jewellery, clothes, food, conversations.. and then you are alone again. I know no one will ask you “how was your day”. You’re living but you can’t tell, I know. That’s why you are here. And that’s why I’m here too. We’re looking at emptiness. I think it’s peaceful to see emptiness. If you shout, only I will hear to echo of your voice. You want to shout. You want to cry. And that’s all you can do. Because tears flow involuntarily. It’s sad that this is all you can do when you can’t help it. How long will you stay here? Don’t take too long this time. Get up for your dr
I wanted a long time for this article. 12 months 😊 This year 2023 started very badly. After 6 February, when I lost my past, I decided not to think too much. If I think about day, I can’t live… As always, I dreamt new dreams, because the world keeps on turning. I have a notebook where I have been writing my dreams, prayers, wishes, good and bad days for years. I also write in that notebook the places I want to visit. I dreamt of going to Austria, Salzburg, Vienna. And I went. I walked alone with glass and white wine in my hand in Mirabell Palace and the streets of Salzburg. I went to Vienna by train and travelled all over the city for days. I had dinner with myself, I ordered dessert for myself. And I wrote. I was grateful for this day and dreamed of the next day. I’ve worked too hard. Too hard. After returning to Turkey, this time I went to Birmingham for business reasons. For the first time in my life, I drove in the right seat. 😊 When I returned to Turkey again, I r